VLCD - Day 12

Wow!!!! I've lasted 12 days on this diet and I've lost 11.5 lbs!!!! whuuuuutt! This is amazing! I have no headache or hunger pangs. But the craving is there sometimes so I choose to just keep myself busy and stay in bed! haha I have no social life for the last 2 weeks. It's just a bit of sacrifice. I don't really want to go out and torture myself. It's only a month of sacrifice. It's not that bad!

For my cravings, I stick my nose in the cookie jar. Just by smelling the oh so yummy chocolate crinkles, it satisfies my tastebuds already. I will be able to eat that in a couple of weeks so I'm not trippin. I only have about 10 days left on this diet. It's up to me if I want to extend it or not. I might want to take it slowly. Losing 10 lbs in such a short time might make me loose and sagging. I think I need to do some cardio and prolly some yoga.

I really want to be stick thin! I'm kinda round even if i lose so much weight. But I don't think it's impossible cuz my best friend who has always been voluptuous became stick thin when she lost more than 50 lbs. Who would have thought, right es? I need to lose all this fat so my bones will show! I'm soooo excited. Hope I can achieve that.

Good luck to all those who are on the protocol or those who are thinking of trying it. But I'm telling you! Go for it!!! it's amazing! I now have a miracle drug to fight my obesity.

I HATE FAT!!!!! NO ONE HAS TO BE FAT!!!!!

It's here!!!!

I'm so excited now. All my supplies arrived already...HCG...vials...bacteriostatic water...syringes. The only thing that hasn't come is TOM!!! it sucks. I've been reading that the best time to start the protocol is after your last day. Man! i cant wait to mix the HCG and get my first injection! haha what a weirdo. but yeah, my first order of HCG from Deliverydrug.ca hasn't arrive yet and it's already been over 3 weeks. But my order from Alldaychemist, arrived like in 6 days! that's super awesome! I really recommend them. At first, i was kinda skeptical cuz they didn't send me the tracking number right away. I ordered Corion.

I've read that it's good. The packing says manufactured in Switzerland and marketed in India. So I'll just give an update about that. My other order was the HUCOG brand.

Mumzee already sent me her recipes for the protocol. I can't wait to lose the weight. As soon as TOM leaves, I'm ready! I've stopped buying or even looking at clothes. The next time I buy is when i shed the first 15-20 lbs. The truth is, i have so many clothes from my last US trip. I was 20 lbs lighter that time. All of the clothes I bought there don't fit anymore. So when I lose weight, i have a lot of clothes waiting for me.

I hate being fat!!!! I hate that I dont have any clothes that fit me. I hate the fat in my chin and my face and jaws. I look like a person with prosthetics. I feel my fats are eating me as a person. Sometimes I don't recognize myself in the mirror and I most definitely don't like the chuncky person I've become. I am 35lbs over weight. And with a small frame that I have, 35lbs is not good. I am really hopeful that HCG will help me get my old body back and maintain it for good.

I've tried appetite suppresant pills and that shit gave me elevated high blood pressure. Though I can't deny, Reductil really made me lose 20 lbs. I was able to maintain it for about 8 months. I'm sooo tempted to take it again prior to discovering HCG but im just so scared to go full blown hypertensive. I'm only in my 30s. You know, thinking about it now, Reductil was my wonder drug...i even said I'm not going to get fat again cuz of that drug. If only it was super safe, I'd take every single day.

I'll be back for another update. Hope TOM arrives soon.