Day 1

I kept waking up last night. I kept on checking if it's morning already. I couldn't wait to mix my HCG. I finally woke up at 9am...took my thyroid medicine first then started with mixing my HCG.

YOU WILL NEED: HCG in powder concentrate, Bacteriostatic water, syringes for mixing with replacement needles, alcohol pads, sterile glass vial and insuline syringes.

Of course, I just had to take a picture of my stash! haha Mixing it was a breeze. I've memorized it in my head for weeks. I've memorized when to put air or remove air from the pressurized vials.

With all the research I’ve done, I chose to use 5000 IU of HCG and mix it with 10 ml Bacteriostatic water and inject myself a daily mixture of 175 IU or 0.35ml of the mixture. I will be able to use this for 28 days.

Steps for mixing my HCG:
1. Clean the area with alchohol.
2. Open all the vials and wipe the top with alcohol swab.
3. Open the big syringe for mixing.
4. Take out 10 ml of air out of the Sterile Glass vial.
5. Take out 8ml of Bacteriostatic water and transfer it to the Sterile glass vial.
6. Take out 2ml of Bacteriostatic water and inject in the HCG vial. (DO NOT SHAKE the HCG mixture. It will dissolve even without doing anything to it. Just gently swirl the vial and you’re good to go!)
7. Take out the 2ml of HCG mixture using your mixing syringe and transfer it to the sterile glass vial with the 8ml bacteriostatic water.

DONE!!!!!!! It’s so easy. You now have a mixture good for 28 days.

I got some foil and wrapped it around the clear glass vial. I’ve read that it should be in a dark environment so the potency will last longer. After that, I went ahead and injected myself with 0.35 ml using my 29 gauge (.5 cc) ½” syringe in my belly.

I kept laughing before I injected myself cuz I suddenly was chickening out!!! Haha it was funny. But you know what? I didn’t feel a thing. That needle is sooooo thin that an ant bite would be 50x more painful. I’ve seen thinner needles though (31 gauge). I bet those will feel nothing at all.

After injecting myself, I put the HCG mixture in a zip lock bag and placed it in the refrigerator immediately.

The best part of this diet of course are the loading days! So I started off my breakfast with 4 slices of spam....yum!!!!!! then some lays potato chips. For lunch I ate fried chicken and veggies. Then for my afternoon snack, I ate 2 chicken pies. For dinner I ate in Pepper Lunch. Super yummy! I had sizzling beef and pork strips. I ate some more when I went to a party. I was eating till 1 am. hehe I hope im doing my loading right.

It's here!!!!

I'm so excited now. All my supplies arrived already...HCG...vials...bacteriostatic water...syringes. The only thing that hasn't come is TOM!!! it sucks. I've been reading that the best time to start the protocol is after your last day. Man! i cant wait to mix the HCG and get my first injection! haha what a weirdo. but yeah, my first order of HCG from Deliverydrug.ca hasn't arrive yet and it's already been over 3 weeks. But my order from Alldaychemist, arrived like in 6 days! that's super awesome! I really recommend them. At first, i was kinda skeptical cuz they didn't send me the tracking number right away. I ordered Corion.

I've read that it's good. The packing says manufactured in Switzerland and marketed in India. So I'll just give an update about that. My other order was the HUCOG brand.

Mumzee already sent me her recipes for the protocol. I can't wait to lose the weight. As soon as TOM leaves, I'm ready! I've stopped buying or even looking at clothes. The next time I buy is when i shed the first 15-20 lbs. The truth is, i have so many clothes from my last US trip. I was 20 lbs lighter that time. All of the clothes I bought there don't fit anymore. So when I lose weight, i have a lot of clothes waiting for me.

I hate being fat!!!! I hate that I dont have any clothes that fit me. I hate the fat in my chin and my face and jaws. I look like a person with prosthetics. I feel my fats are eating me as a person. Sometimes I don't recognize myself in the mirror and I most definitely don't like the chuncky person I've become. I am 35lbs over weight. And with a small frame that I have, 35lbs is not good. I am really hopeful that HCG will help me get my old body back and maintain it for good.

I've tried appetite suppresant pills and that shit gave me elevated high blood pressure. Though I can't deny, Reductil really made me lose 20 lbs. I was able to maintain it for about 8 months. I'm sooo tempted to take it again prior to discovering HCG but im just so scared to go full blown hypertensive. I'm only in my 30s. You know, thinking about it now, Reductil was my wonder drug...i even said I'm not going to get fat again cuz of that drug. If only it was super safe, I'd take every single day.

I'll be back for another update. Hope TOM arrives soon.

Still patiently waiting...

Last saturday, I bought a digital weighing scale. I returned it cuz it gives me different values everytime I went on it. I got so excited cuz it was on sale for Php500. So today, I exchanged it for a better one (hopefully). It was funny too cuz the salespeople kept saying, "maam, try it." I was all...no...you guys will see how much i weigh. hahaha so they had to try it for me. They were tricking me too when they were trying to set up the scale...your age maam? hahhaa im like....ummm no! I wouldn't give in. I was appalled because I'm heavier than those two guys. It's really time to diet!

Anyway, today, I got a notice from the post office. I picked up my package, but it was only the HCG kit. The kit was shipped last Oct 8. I was in the post office by Oct 14 but the notice didnt get to me till today, Oct 20. Talk about slow mo! I find it weird that the HCG kit arrived earlier than the HCG itself. How far is India anyways? Well, I'm not really in a hurry because I've planned out when im going to start my HCG. I'm not taking it till November. I just want to start it after my next menstruation. That's the thing, you can't take HCG when you have your period.

So there! I think i need to order my second set of HCG for my round two. I just cant believe how expensive the insulin syringes are in you buy it in the states. If I try to order per pack, it will cost me around P1,000 plus...here, I can get it for P300. The brand I get in Mercury drug says made in the USA. I still need to find a supplier of the sterile glass vials here and the bacteriostatic water as well. I'm sure someone sells it, just need to find them.

I'll just update again when the HCG arrives. Later! By the way, I purchased my HCG supplies from http://www.hcgsuppliesforless.com/